The title of my post today doesn’t really have a whole lot to do with anything. They were the first groggy words muttered by my Husband this morning. He had some homework that He needed to finish up last night and we didn’t get to bed until after 2am. He had to get up for work and His first alarm went off a too soon (or so it seems!)
We are going to be leaving on a really short “mini” trip once He gets home from work tonight. We are heading to my hometown to my parents for the night. Around here, the towns all have their celebration days that include events and usually some sort of carnival. This week(end) is my town’s celebration days. Tomorrow morning they are having a big parade and I thought it would be fun to take A to the parade and then the carnival for a little while since my Husband has tomorrow off work. It should be a good time as long as A doesn’t have too much of an attitude, lol. And having to come home tomorrow evening kind of stinks, but Husband has a long day of work on Sunday.
I have still been working on the questions for the 30 days of Submission. I feel as though it has been really good for me to think about most of these questions. Here is #2:
Describe who you might submit to and how. Are you exclusively submissive in marriage or just in the bedroom? Are you submissive only in the context of a scene or in a role or throughout your daily life? Are you submissive to play partners or only in the context of a relationship?
The questions themselves are actually very simple and doesn’t take too much thought on my part so I will answer those parts first. My submission belongs to only my Husband. I strive for submissiveness in my daily life. I want to please my Husband in everything that do. I want to be pleasing in every possible way that I can be. I would love to do some sort of real scene at some point but that is not the only context in which I hope to display my submissiveness. Since I am in a committed, married relationship and my submission is reserved only for my Husband I would say that it is only in the context of our relationship.
Now on to describing who and how I might submit. Well, I already answered the ‘who’ part (though I could sit and describe His features and attributes to you, but I’ll spare that for another time =) ) The ‘how’ part seems to be a bit trickier. I know that I aim to submit to Him physically, mentally, and emotionally. I aim to be pleasing in all aspects of daily life. We still have a long way to go in order to define exactly what that means. So I suppose that the ‘how’ part is still currently being worked on. At our current stage, I make sure that if He asks me to do something for Him it becomes the priority for me. If there is any bigger decision to be made, I give Him my perspective and leave it at that (most of the time, this aspect is still a work in progress). I also have given Him full control of our sex life. These are only a few things, but full details of my submission still need to be discussed more in-depth.